After having stopped writing stories for quite some time already. Somehow not much inspiration recently but however after reading several stories shared, recalled 1 girl whom I liked and knew during secondary school days. This story will narrate how I got to know her right from the start and all the way till the day we stopped contacting. This happened more than 15 years ago....I think in 1995 or 1996...
I often got penpals from teletext during those good old days and Mag(name has been changed) was one of them. We wrote to one another frequently in the beginning then maybe due to impatience, did not want to wait for replies, I mentioned my pager number in one of my replies and she paged me after that. We chatted on the phone ever since and only met up after several months later.
She had tied up her hair in a ponytail and she was fair-skinned, about 160cm, slim. Neh how big I don't know during then, even now still don't know what size but normal size to me. Not big, not small. But what attracted her to me was simply her ponytail. In the past and even now, I've always liked girls with ponytail.
Our first outing was at a billiard saloon at Parklane. What was surprising was that she brought her boyfriend along to meet me. Her boyfriend was about 169cm, beng-looking but not yandao. But he was quite friendly. That was the first and last time I got to see her boyfriend. Anyway, for the first outing, I only played billiard with Mag and after that, we still remained in contact and the only place we go are playing billiard or karaoke. Afterall, she has a boyfriend and I did not want to go in between both of them. But yes, I've got to admit I am attracted to her and lusted for her. Though there were many occasions when I can get to be intimate with her, I did not until one day. Let's not go straight into that day.
The time came when I had to serve my NS. I had a gf then but the relationship was getting rocky. During my BMT, I received a call on my handphone one evening during my breaktime(during those days, using Ericsson 388/688 cannot remember already). That was also my first handphone. During those days, handphone charges were exorbitant and with my low NS pay, of course I did not answer her call but went down to the public phone to call her. The fucking queue was long but I still queued to call her. She was sobbing and asked if I can go to meet her. I badly wanted to go find her and find out what's bothering her but knew I was unable to. However I told her I'll try.
I went to my platoon commander's office and asked him if I can check out for the evening for a while. He asked me for the reason and I told him that one of my friend was feeling down. He rejected me straight in my face and told me I could do such things during the weekends. By the way, forgot to mention I was in mono-intake and Mag was also staying very near my camp(within walking distance). So lan lan, I went down to the public phone again and this time, the queue was better than earlier on. I called her and told her I could not go to meet her. She sounded real sad but I promised her I'll go straight to her place on the following Saturday the moment I get to book out. She then told me that her boyfriend has broken off with her. Could not console her much due to other fellow brothers who are queueing to use the phone. So, I had to hang up and wait for weekend to arrive.
Days literally crawled passed before it was weekend. Finally when I managed to book out, I raced towards her flat and called her on my mobilephone to come down. She came down looking very down. I listened to her telling me what happened. Then I told her to go home change and come to my home with me for me to change so that we can go out.
That night, we went to karaoke. Subsequently, we went out almost every weekend when I booked out.
Eventually, she asked me to be her boyfriend but I told her I am still currently attached. She told me to break off with my girlfriend and be with her. I replied that if I could break off with my gf just to be with her, then I would also break off with her in future for another girl.
She accepted my reasoning and told me to give her an answer by Xmas.
We still went out as usual on almost every weekend and spent time together like any other ordinary couples did. She even came to my place on several occasions and stayed over but there was no holding of hands, no sex etc.......
When Xmas arrived, I did not give her an answer and she called me to demand for an answer. I told her the same thing and she postponed it to Valentine's day.
Eventually, I broke off with my girlfriend on Valentine's day not because of her but for other reasons. But again I did not give her an answer and she called me up again. I tried to brush the topic aside and chatted with her on other things. We contacted lesser and eventually, we did not even go out anymore. I was confused during then and needed time alone. I was getting sick and tired of being in a relationship.
We stopped contacting. I got myself another girlfriend and life went on for me. After ORD, I went back to studies and eventually got myself a job after graduation. I was doing a part-time degree and was in class when 1 night, I received a surprise call. I excused myself from the lecture and went out to answer the call.
"Where are you? and what you doing?
"Who is this? "
"So fast you forget me ah? I am Mag lah"
"Mag? Oh! So long no news from you. Thought you MIA."
"You don't have my contact in your handphone meh? So bo sim still ask me who am I. Damn sad lor....."
"Oh I changed handphone, all the old contacts gone. But number I retained. That's why. Anyway what's up?"
"Nothing cannot call you meh? You still have not answered my question leh. Where are you now and what you doing?"
"Oh I am in class."
"In class? Oh thought of asking you out leh. If you busy then never mind lah"
"Erm.. why not I come find you after class then? You still stay same place right?"
"No. I shifted already. You meet me at XXX lah. What time you finish?"
"Around 10pm. Should be there by 10.40pm bah."
"Ok then. Cya later."
"Cya"
With that, I went back to class but damned it. I wasn't able to concentrate at all. Lots of things were going in my mind. How has she been? Has she changed? Why did she want to meet me? What happened to her for the past 3-4 years? I decided to leave the lecture even before the time was up. I reached the carpark and I called her again and told her I am on the way down to the place we were supposed to meet.
I reached within less than half an hour and she was already there sitting alone. She looked as good as ever! I walked over to her and she smiled and greeted me. We sat down for a chat and she showed me a photo album. I took a look and there were many pictures of a baby and she told me that was her kid. I was shocked and also asked where was her husband. She told me he was overseas working. Not really disappointed but happy for her. We chatted about each other's lives and then it was time to go home.
We remained in contact and went out on every Friday again and most of the time, it was to karaoke, just me and her. Most of the time, she drives and chauffeurs me whenever we go out. Inevitably after 1 karaoke outing one day after she sent me home and left. I was at the lift landing. This sudden thoughts came into my mind. Will our love rekindle just like the way we had few years back? I thought for a while before I decided to SMS her.
"Do SMS me when you have reached home. By the way, can I ask you something?"
Her reply only came about 20 minutes later. By then I have already taken my bath and was on the internet.
"I just reached home. What do you want to ask? Go ahead"
"Actually it's just some stupid question lah. I was just wondering cause last time we also always go out drink and sing songs together. I fell in love with you and you too in return but timing not correct mah. So now, don't know if we will relive the past. Just a wonder only. Don't take it too seriously."
"Heehee I also did think of this when I was driving back just now."
"Haha so whats your answer?"
"I don't know leh. But now we are both attached too isn't it?"
(Girls say don't know means yes)
Erm.. yah. Let's leave it to nature then.
With that, she did not reply me and I went to bed.
Oh by the way, I forgot to mention that she also knows some of my BMT mates as they will come into the picture in this part. Let me continue.
There was one weekend when one of my BMT mate who called me up to arrange for a gathering and he invited me along. I was preparing and Mag called me as usual to ask me out and I told her that I will be meeting my camp mates for a gathering. She asked if she can go along and I agreed since some of them will be bringing their girlfriends along. And as usual she came to drive me. We wet to Marina South for steamboat and then we went to Double O.
Each of us ordered a jug of drink, some having beer while some were having housepours. I ordered a jug of Vodka Ribena and shared with Mag. That night, I got really dead drunk even though I only ordered 2 jugs as my friends kept pushing their beer, Whiskey coke and other mixtures to Mag but I told them she was driving and could not drink too much and so I drank on her behalf.
While drinking and partying, one of my friend said,
"Hey, it's been almost 6 years and both of you are still together ah?"
I wanted to reply no but before I could reply, Mag replied Yalor, cannot ah? You jealous is it?
She was standing beside me while i was seated. With that, she put her arms around my neck and hugged me. I was stunned for words and seeing my stunned expression on my face, she giggled and laughed. I was completely shocked by what she has said and did not react when she hugged me as well. This was the first time we came into so close body contact. The night went on and we behaved like a couple, holding hands and hugging.
It was then decided to go back as I was too drunk. I could see that Mag is also high but she still drove me back. The next thing that happened was a nightmare to me, the most embarrassing moment of my life....
The next thing that happened to me was in fact something which I would not want to mention to anyone at all. But then since it has already happened so long ago, then let me reveal it the truth.
I always had this phobia when I go Double O. Cause the drinks are cheap so everyone passes the drinks around and try to make one another drunk.
While driving me back, I was sitting beside her and I could barely open my eyes so I don't even know where I was. I was dead drunk, in fact over-intoxicated. When we were somewhere near my place already but still on the expressway, I told her to make a detour out to somewhere, anywhere. And she just listened to me. But before she could stop the car, I "merlioned" and hell it was a lot. And I tried to use my T-shirt to cover the whole pool of spew. The disgusting smell made me retch a 2 time when she eventually stopped the car somewhere near a neighbourhood carpark. My jeans and T-shirt were full of puke. Luckily, she had leather seats and because I used my T-shirt to wrap up my vomit the 1st time, they were spared of being tainted.
After patting my back and being beside me during then when anyone would really feel wanting to have someone there for them when they are puking and having believed that there is really nothing more in me that I can throw out anymore, I removed my T-shirt and flicked the "crab, prawn fish ,pork meat" away and and tied it into a butterfly knot to prevent it from dirtying her car. As my jeans were also soiled, I removed them without any second thoughts in her car and wrapped them up together. I had a pair of boxers on.
At that moment, I did not think I would look silly but when we reached my house's loading bay and after alighting from her car, gosh I looked pretty silly in my attire. Imagine with a pair of socks and shoes and just boxers on. Luckily it was in the wee hours and there weren't anyone around. She laughed at me loudly and I felt so damn embarrassed. Now thinking back, I'd laugh over it but during then I wished I could find a hole to hide.
We went up and my mum was woken up by the noises we made even though I tried to be as quiet as possible. She recognised Mag, nagged at me a little for getting so drunk and then went back to her bedroom. I invited her into my room to take a sit and excused myself. I took a set of new boxers and T-shirt and disappeared into the bathroom. Till today, I am still pretty amazed that I could still take a bath at that point of time but now thinking back, I cannot even recall how I manage to do it. Or did she bathe me?
When I reappeared in my room, she was still sitting down on my bed quietly. I went onto my bed and crumbled onto my bed and I fell asleep! I cannot remember how long I fell into a slumber but I was woken up by her calling and slight jerking
"Hey, I wanna go back already"
"Huh? Aiya don't go back la. Can lie down with me for a while? I think I really cannot make it liao"
With that, she just laid down beside me and I hugged her like a bolster.
And I really fell asleep again.
Moments later, I was jolted awake by her again and she told me
"I really need to go. It's soon morning."
"Okok, please remember to help me close my main door and lock the iron gate"
With that, I dozed off again.
The next morning, I awoke with a freaking hangover and could not really recall what had happened the previous night. The first thing I did was to send her an SMS.
"Good morning Mag, what happened last night?"
She replied almost immediately.
"You were drunk like a fish last night and puked all over my car."
"Sure or not?"
"No lah. You used your T-shirt to cover and vomitted into it. Else I would have killed you on the spot."
"Hey you free now or not? Can I call you?"
"Erm.. ok call bah. I am on the way to work anyway."
So I dialled her number.
"How come Sunday need to work?"
"I doing sales leh. You think everyone is like you meh? Sunday can rest at home."
"But most people rest on Sundays isn't it?"
"Most but not all."
"Well anyway care to tell me what happened exactly yesterday night? I only remembered we were at Double O then you hugged me and we held hands. After that, I think I kena knocked out by my buddies already. They kept forcing you to drink but I have to "顶" for you, you know? See how steady I am?
Yah yah, in the end you made a nuisance of yourself.
"Wa lau, no appreciation and all I got is sarcasm for helping you..... So sad lor"
"Ok lah.... at least I sent you home safely right? Your mum even woke up and gave me that look yesterday night."
"Oh is it? But she knows you anyway."
"She can remember me meh? So long I never come your place already."
"Actually I think she cannot remember also lah. I always bring different girls back anyway. Haha"
"You are such an idiotic jerk."
"Am I? The rest of the girls did not tell me this. But they always tell me how good I am. Well maybe they have missed the chance to tell me this but you are the first to tell me. You should feel honoured then."
"Damn thick-skinned lor"
"Oh yah by the way, then what happened after I reached home. I can't remember a single thing already."
With that, she related to me what has happened from the moment we left Double O till the moment she left my place.
"Huh you mean I never do anything to you when you laid beside me ah?"
"You were sleeping like a log you know?"
"Was I? Gees I really cannot remember... Too drunk I suppose. Erm....... what if I did something to you then? Would you have rejected me then?"
"What do you mean something?"
"Aiyo, don't kay kay leh. We adults already leh. You think we still like last time like that, touch hand, Eee here Eee there meh? Come on tell me, I want to know."
"I don't wish to tell you."
"Wah someone blushing liao sibo? You all girls hor... like to kay kay a lot leh. I thought you are different lor... but your proved me wrong man....."
"Idiot you. Don't try 激将法 on me lor. It doesn't work."
"Who says I am trying 激将法 on you? You think too highly of yourself man. Don't tell then forget it. Don't regret lor. I wun ask again anymore."
"Nothing."
"Huh what nothing?"
"My answer lor."
"You mean if I tried to be funny with you, you will do nothing? Wun reject?"
"I don't know, maybe wun bah."
"Wah kaninah lor. I should not have drank so much then. Nabei the liquor made me conked out sia. Now regret liao... sad...."
"Why regret leh? You have had so much fun with your friends drinking yesterday night."
"No lah. If not so drunk then maybe something may happen between me and you liao mah. But because drink too much then in the end knocked out."
She giggled over the phone.
"K lah, I meeting my client liao. Talk again later."Damned it, I have missed out such a good chance.
Subsequently for the next 2 weeks or so, we still went out together for drinking sessions, just her and me. We did not mention anything about that night anymore. But on one particular occasion, I don't how why or how but I brought up the topic about that night and on the topic of "why not we arrange one day, we buy some liquor and then we go to a hotel for a drinking session instead of each time at a karaoke. She agreed!
Wa ho seh liao. So i kin ka kin chiu, planned for a particular Friday after work. I arranged to pick her up from one of the MRT near her working place somewhere and we proceeded to one of the drive-in Macdonald to get our dinner. I brought liqour along and we checked into one of the budget hotels which had a balcony in the room so that we can sit out there in the balcony while we ate and drank. The rates are about the same as those of hotel 81 but the ambience is even better than those as they had the balcony.
She was in her office wear that evening and see liao really make me bth. Beige colour tight mini skirt with a white top (formal shirt kind) and a pair of high heels. She settled down in the room and brought our meals to the iron table and chairs outside the room where we ate and drank. We smoked and chatted after the meal while we still drank off our Macdonald's coke with whiskey added into it. The night was still young as the sun have barely settled in.
As night falls, we decided to go into the room to watch TV and continue our drinking session inside with air-con. I decided to go for my bath while she laid on the bed watching channel 8. After I finished mine, she went for hers as well and she came out wrapped in just a piece of towel.
By then, I was a little high since we started the night early drinking. She came over and laid beside me and I hugged her. Everything started naturally as if we were just like husband and wife. We started french kissing followed by my auto roaming.
(Frankly speaking, I am very poor in describing the sex act.)
Since she was already not wearing anything, just with the towel wrapped. It was removed easily. Very arousing to see her body for the first time. She had a pair of beautiful legs and those brightly painted toe nails added on to the arousing mental state I was in. And most importantly, she did not have any "50 cents" or "20 cents" on her legs, and they looked hairless. Ladies with hairy legs always put me off. At that moment, I even had this "rush" feeling in me to go lick her feet, but I did not.
Her lips were so kissable and we were engaged in a long tongue wrestling match. Everything we did felt so forbidden. But I did not care already. 8 years of lusting for her, 8 years of restrictions. It does not matter anymore. The night was ours.
My hands were stroking her calves slowly up to her thighs in circles and then I placed my mouth on her breasts. She moaned a little and closed her eyes. She looked even better now when she gave me that slutty look and she bit on her lips a little. Then after the little foreplay we had, came the actual thing.
Ironically, I cannot really remember everything so clearly already, whether did she went down and give me a blowjob, did she stroke me? I think I am getting senile now that I am trying to recall the whole thing. Happened about 5-6 years ago? I think my memories are failing me. I'd better start to pen down all of my other sexcounters in case I start to forget about them.
The whole thing ended and felt like a dream. We were both high. I've learnt a lesson from the whole thing. Never drink too much else either you can't even remember that a good opportunity has arrived or you tend to forget the whole thing.
Anyway for the next 1-2 weeks, I was rather busy juggling between work and exams, thus did not meet up with Mag. After my exams, my poly-mates asked me out for a drinking session at Boat Quay at one of the KTV pubs and I brought my gf along. That night, Mag did SMS me and I told her I will be going to BQ while she went to Zouk.
While with my friends, she SMSed me and asked if she can join me. I hesitated for a while as my gf was with me but Mag told me she missed me a lot and I agreed. And so when she reached, she SMSed me again and I told my gf that I will go and pick a friend up nearby. I told my gf to stay with my friends.
I told Mag to meet me outside the MacDonald near UOB building and when she came, we ended up with our lips locked in a french kissing session just right in front of the Mac. I could smell her strong alcoholic breath. She might have drank quite a lot at Zouk before coming down. I was worried at the same time that my gf might come out to look for me and so I stopped the tongue-wrestling match within minutes. We sat down and held hands. All these while, my heart was beating fast. That kind of fear that my gf might just appear out of nowhere.
Then my gf SMSed me and asked me what's taking me so long and I replied that I have just met Mag and is on my way back.
Then I told Mag that we have to go back to the pub and we walked there holding hands. Roughly about 3-4 pubs away, I let go of her hands and I could tell she was rather unhappy with my actions. We went inside and I introduced her to my friends and she blended into the crowd easily. She also flirted around with my friends and I could she that she was tying to spite me. I kept quiet and I can tell you that kind of "teh lampa" feeling. Anyway we continued singing and drinking until 1-2am before deciding to go back. We decided to split cabs to go back and since my gf could see that Mag was a little drunk, she suggested that we send her back.
*I met her again tonight. No not Mag. It was a Primary classmate. She has not changed at all. 20 over years ago, she has not changed much but she could not recognise me at all. She has grown so much prettier and of course sexier. In fact, I saw her about a year ago but could not remember her name and dare not call her. I met her after that on a few occasions and I went back to take a look at the year book and recalled her name. So this time round, I called out to her and she looked astonished but she still walked towards me. I told her who I was and she told me she had vague memories of me but we chatted for about half an hour and we exchanged contacts. We chatted over MSN and I got to know she is still single. We also did discussed about going out together soon.*
Anyway back to the story. We boarded a cab which we did not really have to wait as Boat Quay was flooded with them during the time we were leaving. I saw in the centre while Mag sat on my left, and my gf on my right. As the cab moved off, my gf told me she is beginning to feel a little giddy and wish to take a nap. She did not drink much and being a poor drinker, I told her to close her eyes to nap and I will wake her up when we reach. All was silence in the cab with Mag also sitting beside me with her head rested on her left hand leaning on the panel window of the cab. With both the ladies beside me, eyes closed and resting, I also decided to close my eyes and nap for a while.
All of a sudden, I was startled as I felt a pair of hand holding my hands, from the left. It was Mag. I opened my eyes to see my girlfriend, on my right still in the same position, or maybe slightly shifted with her eyes yet still closed. I did not move and we held hands throughout the journey back to her place. When we reached, I jolted my girlfriend and told her we have reached Mag's place. She told me to send her up as it was quite late and she waited for me in the cab. Mag alighted with me and we walked to her lift landing. She moved towards me and even before the door closed, we were locked in one of the most hot passionate kiss. From level 1 all the way up to her place. When the door eventually opened, we still did not stop. My hands were auto-roaming all over her body and she was leaning on one of the lift wall. The door closed by itself and did not move up or down. We kissed on passionately. My hands moved down her skirt and I started rubbing on the exterior of her panties. She moaned a little and her legs automatically parted. Finally, I pushed her panties apart and placed my fingers into her love hole and started fingering her. Her moans got a little louder and I could feel she was gasping for air. But for fear that anyone might come, I stopped after a while and told her I have got to go as my girlfriend was still waiting downstairs for me in the cab. She looked at me reluctantly and we walked out of the lift and I walked her to her doorstep and I left.
